Don't do it!
(Galatians 6:9-10) And let us not grow weary while doing good, for in due season we shall reap if we do not lose heart.
10 Therefore, as we have opportunity, let us do good to all, especially to those who are of the household of faith.
Always look at the next step. What is the next step you should take? Take it. Keep moving ahead. Follow Christ again today - a little bit further - just one more step.
(Hebrews 12:1-2) Therefore we also, since we are surrounded by so great a cloud of witnesses, let us lay aside every weight, and the sin which so easily ensnares us, and let us run with endurance the race that is set before us,Go the distance! Jesus knows how hard it is. Keep putting one foot ahead of the other.
2 looking unto Jesus, the author and finisher of our faith, who for the joy that was set before Him endured the cross, despising the shame, and has sat down at the right hand of the throne of God.